I hate hate HATE letting my past control my life. The 'what if's' keep playing over and over and the trust issues I've had in my past get in the way of every relationship and friendship I try to have. It's so fucking frustrating..
I've been off of Weight Watchers for what seems to be MONTHS now and I'm really angry at myself for letting myself fall off. I'm financially in a rut right now and unfortunately it costs to eat healthy. I try to make as many healthy choices as I can...but it's not doing anything until I can actually afford to buy my groceries.
Damnit I wish I could just get AHEAD in my life. Not pushed back further and further..
It's easy for people to say - "Stay positive" when you're used to getting pushed down every fucking day of my life.
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